Why is it that the harder we try to forget something, the more it is that we think of it!  

I tend to live my life a little along the lines of hmmm maybe if I just don't mention it or try really really hard to forget it maybe it will all go away....  It's a novel concept but unfortunately it doesn't quite work like that.....  

Last Tuesday I was supposed to appear in court for that stupid charge that has been hanging over my head for what seems like forever - Harassing someone via a text message. 

For weeks before my actual court date I stressed out daily knowing that I had to organise legal aid so this crap could be over and done with but every day I'd brush it aside and say "nah I'll do it tomorrow"  

I can't even put it into words properly but the thought of leaving the house to be lectured by some rude legal aid lawyer makes me feel physically sick!    I refuse to even see what the big deal was in the first place and I'm still convinced that this silly bitch making my life hell is blowing half of the local police population. 

One single harassing text message and I get brought up on charges, pffft!   Well anyways I didn't go to court and knock on wood because I haven't heard from the police.... yet...  I highly doubt that they'll forget about it for very long but the longer they do the better I will feel!!